The future sucks.

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I don't know whether its because I've been watching sappy love dramas or because I'm hormonal but
I've been feeling rather down lately ...

But I know that a lot of it stems around J and the future
I'm really scared about what's going to happen next year
for myself, for him and for us.

I don't know how we're going to handle a long distance relationship after seeing each other nearly every day for the past three years. I know that people say that time flies but I know that's pretty much a lie. I know that maybe our relationship will hold strong, or that maybe it'll just fall to pieces.

But I'm scared

I know maybe that I'll find someone better out there, or maybe it just wasn't meant to be
But right now, I don't want anything to change

I don't know what to do.