Fear
I think I should make it clear that all of these posts are filled with sadness, hate or whatever. And that's all that they ever will be, really. Anything that is happy in my life will be posted in my proper blogs. So, please, do not look at this and think that I hate life completely. Because I don't.
In other news, I get quite scared easily.
The littlest things frighten me and put me on edge for quite some time.
The other night, I was afraid.
I was terribly afraid of what you were doing or where you might be. It's something that continuously happens when I worry about you; but I can not help it. And for once, this fear was not for nothing. That thing that happened scared the crap out of me. It's what happens in my nightmares. It's something that I imagine when I'm in a horrible state. And the fact that it happened makes it so much more real. But I am glad you are safe now. And I thank the Lord every day that you're well and safe.
In other news, I get quite scared easily.
The littlest things frighten me and put me on edge for quite some time.
The other night, I was afraid.
I was terribly afraid of what you were doing or where you might be. It's something that continuously happens when I worry about you; but I can not help it. And for once, this fear was not for nothing. That thing that happened scared the crap out of me. It's what happens in my nightmares. It's something that I imagine when I'm in a horrible state. And the fact that it happened makes it so much more real. But I am glad you are safe now. And I thank the Lord every day that you're well and safe.