Confession
You expect the first time confession to be somewhat more ..liberating. Right?
Or perhaps, you're just hoping that the person you had chosen to unveil everything to is the right person. And they understand. And they comfort you and they don't judge you. They don't make snide remarks or look at you with stranger's eyes.
You hope that they understand.
And when you don't, you wish that you never tried telling them in the first place.
Because, that trust. The whole reason you chose them.
It begins to fade.
And, dealing with that is probably the hardest thing.
Or perhaps, you're just hoping that the person you had chosen to unveil everything to is the right person. And they understand. And they comfort you and they don't judge you. They don't make snide remarks or look at you with stranger's eyes.
You hope that they understand.
And when you don't, you wish that you never tried telling them in the first place.
Because, that trust. The whole reason you chose them.
It begins to fade.
And, dealing with that is probably the hardest thing.