All I really want
Long pause from LJ, I know! Where do I even begin. So many things have happened these past 2 weeks. Life has had tremendous ups and downs,shocking revelations and others that are not so shocking. My mom left for Poland earlier this month and I won't see her again till december. Most of my best friends left for college, while others came home only to leave a short 10 days later. We did have some great times in those day tho! We had my party, many days of fun in the sun, Adventure Island, random night at louis, Donks house, Sleepy Hollow, random gravity nights, first drug deal at the country club ( don't bother asking), A laguna party that turned into something else, many trips to polo,a trip to the international mall, me buying another pair of brown shoes (sorry Mandels). It was very bitter sweet. It made me realize how much i really do love my friends and that I should not have worked so much. But hey we do what we have to do! Right?
On another note, I leave for school in 7 days. I already packed one big bag but i still have so much stuff to do before i leave that I feel overwhelmed to the point that i don't know where to begin. I'd rather just not do it at all. But no one else will do it for me. Everything feels so surreal because I have been talking about this for so long, as if it was a dream, but now it is really happening. I'm scared, overwhelmed, excited, anxious, nervous, hopeful,and so many other things. I know this will be an amazing chapter in my life, but seriously, who doesn't get scared??
On another note, I leave for school in 7 days. I already packed one big bag but i still have so much stuff to do before i leave that I feel overwhelmed to the point that i don't know where to begin. I'd rather just not do it at all. But no one else will do it for me. Everything feels so surreal because I have been talking about this for so long, as if it was a dream, but now it is really happening. I'm scared, overwhelmed, excited, anxious, nervous, hopeful,and so many other things. I know this will be an amazing chapter in my life, but seriously, who doesn't get scared??