When it all comes to it...
This weekend was AMAZING! Friday night's rush went well, I got home at 3:45 in the morning only to wake up at 7am to get ready for my Golden Herald Interview. The interview itself went well I think, I had them laughing and I was true to myself. I'm not sure if that is a good thing or not,but whatever. Then PROM came. It was amazing, all my friends looked stunning, lauren's and Whittni's makeup looked great,(if i may say so myself),the scenery was beautiful, I danced my heart out, whittni won prom queen (i was so proud of my whitnet), we all had such a great time. My friends truly are a gift from god. This weekend was one to remember.
But on another note...
Right now I'm sitting in the corner of my room, looking at the mess I have made in my room, which ironicly perfectly resembles my life right now. Total choas, disorganization, doubts and confusion. What have I been doing?? How did I slip so far away?? I'm so lost right now and disspointed in myself. I always have such great intentions, but that is all they are, just intentions. I need to get my act together and somehow pull through these next two months. I need to get my stuff done, forget about the stupid ass trivial shit, enjoy the last part of senior year with my friends, and finally do all the things I have been promising myself. I've been head deep in the wrong activities.
On a final note, I filled out my housing form today, but I still need to fill out a couple of other things before i can send my check for 750 dollars to Syracuse. I also decided to buy a digital camera to document the rest of my senior year. These are memories I desperatly want to keep. Then I should still have enought money in the bank to buy my ticket to leave for school on August 24th.
But on another note...
Right now I'm sitting in the corner of my room, looking at the mess I have made in my room, which ironicly perfectly resembles my life right now. Total choas, disorganization, doubts and confusion. What have I been doing?? How did I slip so far away?? I'm so lost right now and disspointed in myself. I always have such great intentions, but that is all they are, just intentions. I need to get my act together and somehow pull through these next two months. I need to get my stuff done, forget about the stupid ass trivial shit, enjoy the last part of senior year with my friends, and finally do all the things I have been promising myself. I've been head deep in the wrong activities.
On a final note, I filled out my housing form today, but I still need to fill out a couple of other things before i can send my check for 750 dollars to Syracuse. I also decided to buy a digital camera to document the rest of my senior year. These are memories I desperatly want to keep. Then I should still have enought money in the bank to buy my ticket to leave for school on August 24th.