its been some time
Haven't really been on lately. Not much has really changed. Let's see, I moved to a new house in Florida, still Jacksonville area, but about 30 miles north. (but strangely only 10 mi. out of the city limits)...little town is called Fernandina Beach. Nice on the "island", but the part I live on is too much of a resemblence to Selma.
This is my last semester at FCCJ than I will transfer to UNF, finally decided on a major--Accounting, I will end up with a masters and CPA if everything works out.
I'm also still living with my father. seems to be a decent arrangement, although I am getting more and more fed up with his girlfriend. She just seems to lack a whole lot of intelligence. and her stupid little dumb blonde giggle is just driving me crazy. but i could bitch all night on this topic and i still would not be satisfied.
I've been in Florida now for over a year. A good part of me feels happy and that this is where I am suppose to be, but the rest of me...feels like i should be someplace else. I don't know where else I would go or should go, it's not like I am in any sort of financial situation where I could go anywhere, hell I don't even know if I can afford to drive to class/work the rest of the week. But being here has helped get my life back on track, i'm not fucking everything/anyone that walks through the door. I'm not drinking/doing drugs left and right.....but the problem is, I'm not doing anything. I have developed zero friends here and all the people I do call friends live over 400 miles away. I am just getting tired of not being able to get away and do anything fun. Fun for me consists of getting out to the beach to walk my dog, which i know sounds like fun...but when that is ALL you do, well it just gets old.
I miss having fun. I miss having someone to hang out with other than my father and my dog.
This is my last semester at FCCJ than I will transfer to UNF, finally decided on a major--Accounting, I will end up with a masters and CPA if everything works out.
I'm also still living with my father. seems to be a decent arrangement, although I am getting more and more fed up with his girlfriend. She just seems to lack a whole lot of intelligence. and her stupid little dumb blonde giggle is just driving me crazy. but i could bitch all night on this topic and i still would not be satisfied.
I've been in Florida now for over a year. A good part of me feels happy and that this is where I am suppose to be, but the rest of me...feels like i should be someplace else. I don't know where else I would go or should go, it's not like I am in any sort of financial situation where I could go anywhere, hell I don't even know if I can afford to drive to class/work the rest of the week. But being here has helped get my life back on track, i'm not fucking everything/anyone that walks through the door. I'm not drinking/doing drugs left and right.....but the problem is, I'm not doing anything. I have developed zero friends here and all the people I do call friends live over 400 miles away. I am just getting tired of not being able to get away and do anything fun. Fun for me consists of getting out to the beach to walk my dog, which i know sounds like fun...but when that is ALL you do, well it just gets old.
I miss having fun. I miss having someone to hang out with other than my father and my dog.