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So I had this superfantastic visit to Alabama. I never knew exactly how well it would go until I got there...the only thing that upsets me is that I wasn't able to see everyone that I wanted to see, and I def. did not have enough time with anyone.So I met up with Betsy and Travis in Selma, and Travis' friend Brandon, who I have also recently become pretty good friends with. This being the first time I actually met Brandon was fuckin awesome. i love this kid. we had such a fuckin fantastic time. I only wish it would have been ,longer. and I miss 'em so much already. We did all sorts of crazy shit while we were together...we rode around country roads, went through old abandoned hospitals, ran over a fuckin raccooon..lol.and we went 'on a bench' together. it was just fantastic. now these dudes are joining up with the navy and i won't see 'em for prolly a long time...its gonna suck.
i was only in t-town for like one night and it was just odd...i saw some folks, but not everyone i wanted to see. it was weird being back with everyone and i honestly don't thinkn i should have really smoked while i was there, b/c it just made it difficult to be there for a particular friend, who REALLY needed me and i couldn't be there for him. sad thing is....i expected him to call me, by now..but no answer. maybe he really doesn't need me anymore, or maybe he does but is like me and can't make the call. i think there is a point where people grow apart. it's sad, but i think its true. some people can pick up right where they left off...but others can't. i don't know which one our relationship is...but i can't continue to be the one always making the effort. it is exhausting and friendships shouldn't be like that.
well...that's about all in my world. work is crazy, we had just got a nice staff together and than BAM 4 ppl quit (people that had worked there for yrs)...so we are short staffed again, it seems that i'm one of the higher ups now. kinda cool. this month is my 6 mo. evaluation so they are looking at a raise and all that goood stuff...hopefully it will be a nice one, i could use it. Matt will be home in roughly a month. i cannot wait, it will be so nice to see him again. Rachel is visitng alabama around thanksgiving, should be weird with her gone for a week...to alabama, without me...but i guess she did it when i left so whatever, but i'll have the house completly to myself. i don't know if i'll like it. lol. maybe someone will stay with me, who knows.
i was only in t-town for like one night and it was just odd...i saw some folks, but not everyone i wanted to see. it was weird being back with everyone and i honestly don't thinkn i should have really smoked while i was there, b/c it just made it difficult to be there for a particular friend, who REALLY needed me and i couldn't be there for him. sad thing is....i expected him to call me, by now..but no answer. maybe he really doesn't need me anymore, or maybe he does but is like me and can't make the call. i think there is a point where people grow apart. it's sad, but i think its true. some people can pick up right where they left off...but others can't. i don't know which one our relationship is...but i can't continue to be the one always making the effort. it is exhausting and friendships shouldn't be like that.
well...that's about all in my world. work is crazy, we had just got a nice staff together and than BAM 4 ppl quit (people that had worked there for yrs)...so we are short staffed again, it seems that i'm one of the higher ups now. kinda cool. this month is my 6 mo. evaluation so they are looking at a raise and all that goood stuff...hopefully it will be a nice one, i could use it. Matt will be home in roughly a month. i cannot wait, it will be so nice to see him again. Rachel is visitng alabama around thanksgiving, should be weird with her gone for a week...to alabama, without me...but i guess she did it when i left so whatever, but i'll have the house completly to myself. i don't know if i'll like it. lol. maybe someone will stay with me, who knows.