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[untoldenigma]

does it make me a bad person if i lead two different guys to think that i'm single and interested in them...without the other knowing that i'm "seeing" the other...if neither guy and I are actually in a "relationship"? i feel bad ...but i don't know why....and if this other guy actually does come down next weekend...it may getting a little interesting..b/c my roomies will be back, the one that i've actually been 'out' with is..hmm...a little demanding with certain things..and he wants to 'do' something this weekend, but the other guy....he wants to come down and whatnot...i haven't actually met him...so things may become a bit more interesting down here.i don't know what to think sometimes...my love life is a disaster...never stable...never what i really want, but i guess i can't complain b/c i don't know what i really want....these 2 guys i'm talking too..are completly different...i dunno. i guess i'm just at that stage in life, where i'm going out, seeing differnt ppl..finding who/what i really want. i guess i'll find out..as much as i hate to say it..i'm young..i've still got time to figure it out, even though i don't even seem my age...my life experiences have aged me...and society doens't seem to agree..

enough of that.

my roomies will be returning this week. i miss 'em soo much.

i think i'll be getting another tattoo this weekend. if i can find the right design i want. I WILL be getting the eye of horus, but only if i can find the right design..i was it kinda personal..unique, but i can't draw so that kinda stinks...so we will see maybe i'll find one i like.

mmkay..well must be getting to bed eventually here.