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[untiyibeaxhy]

uhhhhh

wtfuck?

why is life looking so fucking promising right now?

i definitely love it
but go dammit its disconcerting
after damn near 23 years

im finally getting my shit together slowly but surely
and its not nearly as fucking painful as id thought itd be

im just scared this will all fall apart.

its just too damn bad i dont have anyone to share it with this time.