leba love... Im sorry if this entry isnt completly truthful, and I really do truthfully agree wtih what youre saying. however more then the genuine people that there are there are teh people who are trying to impress others, or who Ive seen mold around their "role-models" adn such, and it sucks because in my day I realised that my friends arent even so much friends anymore because theyre still molding very much around their newest group of friends. Canterbury is just to fast for me and I personally dont wanna keep up. You however (using this word twice kind of disapoints me :S) but you are a gift that canterbury has. You are genuine and artistic and a friend to all. and I will always love you for that. Its just Ive been let down by so many of my close friends in such a little amount of time, and theyve flat out lied to me that when its just me and them its them talking about how much they hate this person and everyone sucks up to tehm because theyre so cool, and then when that person is around tehyre groveling just like the others (this is really just an example) but its just hard, and Ill adjust to it all itll just take time since I spent all summer in a secluded area where no one cared about the city life and how it would be when they got home, but this is life. and I just find life hard, but somehting I love too much also.
Ill end up having a great year, my art is what brings me down the most so Ill try to fix that, and dont worry about not saying hi, it was a busy day that was just going bad, Ill chear up by tomorrow :) I pinky swear, I love everyone, and I hope that everyone could feel that way.. I reallllllly do! But thanks for what you ahad to say, I appreciate it, and so you know, I thought of the exagerations when I was saying them, I was just too angry.
Im sorry if this entry isnt completly truthful, and I really do truthfully agree wtih what youre saying. however more then the genuine people that there are there are teh people who are trying to impress others, or who Ive seen mold around their "role-models" adn such, and it sucks because in my day I realised that my friends arent even so much friends anymore because theyre still molding very much around their newest group of friends. Canterbury is just to fast for me and I personally dont wanna keep up. You however (using this word twice kind of disapoints me :S) but you are a gift that canterbury has. You are genuine and artistic and a friend to all. and I will always love you for that. Its just Ive been let down by so many of my close friends in such a little amount of time, and theyve flat out lied to me that when its just me and them its them talking about how much they hate this person and everyone sucks up to tehm because theyre so cool, and then when that person is around tehyre groveling just like the others (this is really just an example) but its just hard, and Ill adjust to it all itll just take time since I spent all summer in a secluded area where no one cared about the city life and how it would be when they got home, but this is life. and I just find life hard, but somehting I love too much also.
Ill end up having a great year, my art is what brings me down the most so Ill try to fix that, and dont worry about not saying hi, it was a busy day that was just going bad, Ill chear up by tomorrow :) I pinky swear, I love everyone, and I hope that everyone could feel that way.. I reallllllly do!
But thanks for what you ahad to say, I appreciate it, and so you know, I thought of the exagerations when I was saying them, I was just too angry.
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