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each piece body hurts. wherever there is a connection of flesh, muscle, bone: inside and out. it aches with that dull pain that can't be relieved. where's the pain medication when you need it? the bleakness outside isn't helping much either. it's one of those sad gray days. the ones where you curl up and sip hot chocolate...passing the time indoors. unfortunately enough for me, i have to bust some serious ass today.
i haven't done any school work all weekend due to a fat bender that occupied friday night and all of yesterday. man, why do i drink again? it seems like every time i do, it just gets worse. this time, i blacked out for two hours and had to get walked home by a good samaritan. at least my friends were still physically there...even though their mental state of mind was just has intoxicated as mine.
i woke up on the floor fully clothed. i'll leave out the other details, cause honestly, it's so pathetic. but believe me, it was a truly disgusting way to wake up. i drank 375 ml of jack, and that's like a ridiculous amount of alcohol in the system of a little selma. i'm never drinking again. i need a hot bath to sooth this ache.
i haven't done any school work all weekend due to a fat bender that occupied friday night and all of yesterday. man, why do i drink again? it seems like every time i do, it just gets worse. this time, i blacked out for two hours and had to get walked home by a good samaritan. at least my friends were still physically there...even though their mental state of mind was just has intoxicated as mine.
i woke up on the floor fully clothed. i'll leave out the other details, cause honestly, it's so pathetic. but believe me, it was a truly disgusting way to wake up. i drank 375 ml of jack, and that's like a ridiculous amount of alcohol in the system of a little selma. i'm never drinking again. i need a hot bath to sooth this ache.