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Where to begin? Another long day that was going so well and then it just turned around. I guess that is always what happens though - shit gets turned around and around again and sometime it never stops spinning. Half the time, I feel so dizzy I can't close my eyes for fear of being sucked down into an endless whirlpool...
Do you ever feel like you've done something terribly wrong? Wrong in a way that you don't regret anything, but you feel like you just have to fix it. Like there was something that you should have spent a couple more seconds thinking about.
Slowly, I realize the value of a select few relationships in my life. Each day, I recognize how they get better, how my ROI triples. Others, however, don't go down the same road. These are the mistakes that always seem right, the ones you can't comprehend.
What went wrong? It is extremely comforting to assume that the other party was the faulty one. But, as more time passes, can you really assume that it is everyone else that is at fault? Shouldn't there be moments of introspection? To look inside oneself and figure out if maybe the problem lies in there.
At the end of the day, half of this shit is way too complicated and/or draining to consider. So it comes down to trying to let it go or apologize for something you never thought was wrong in the first place...
Do you ever feel like you've done something terribly wrong? Wrong in a way that you don't regret anything, but you feel like you just have to fix it. Like there was something that you should have spent a couple more seconds thinking about.
Slowly, I realize the value of a select few relationships in my life. Each day, I recognize how they get better, how my ROI triples. Others, however, don't go down the same road. These are the mistakes that always seem right, the ones you can't comprehend.
What went wrong? It is extremely comforting to assume that the other party was the faulty one. But, as more time passes, can you really assume that it is everyone else that is at fault? Shouldn't there be moments of introspection? To look inside oneself and figure out if maybe the problem lies in there.
At the end of the day, half of this shit is way too complicated and/or draining to consider. So it comes down to trying to let it go or apologize for something you never thought was wrong in the first place...