catch me
ive been pretty emotional these past two days. one minute im fine, the next minute im a mess. i wish there would've been another way for me to finish school in campbell county. im afraid i will someday regret missing out on all the senior events i couldve been involved in. part of me says its okay, and part of me says ill never get another chance to have those experiences. my senior prom, senior dinner dance, awards, walking down the aisle in my cap and gown to get my diploma. i try to tell myself that those aren't the important things about school, but those are the things i want to remember in twenty years. those are the things that make highschool worthwhile. sitting here now, i feel like i've made a big mistake. and i really dont know what i can do to make myself feel better about all of this. :(