It's been a year and all you get is this shitty update
I've been psyching myself out because it's been so damn long since I posted here and the longer I go without posting the more overwhelmed I get. It's honestly really stupid and whatever. I don't know where to begin. I'm not going to explain everything. Maybe I'll write more about it later. But for now I'm just gonna give a quick update from literally this week.
- Boyfriend and I broke up. It was pretty mutual, but it still sucks. This happened like three days ago. We still live together. Ex is already meeting girls on Tinder and bringing them to my house. Yay.
- I've been sneaking cigarettes because I'm so stressed. I was sneaking a cigarette at work and it was pouring rain. I ran from my shelter to the door of the office and I tripped on my own feet, landed in a puddle and ripped up my hip real bad. It's still kind of bleeding days later.
- The campground I booked for next weekend is flooded and my reservation got canceled. So I have to make alternative plans, and it fucking blows.
- I wrote up the story about how my best friend and I almost died in the desert last summer. I think it's good.
- I bought five books, makeup and a hammock today. Gotta treat myself.
- Just fuck everything right now. I'm gonna home home and drink for like the eighth night in a row.