Apr 19, 2008 11:21
we all have wierd dreams. the kind like when you wake are like what the hell did i dream that?
i didnt have one of those but im getting tired of dreaming of one particular person.
it kind of dictates my mornings and i dont like it.
i havent spoken to seen her in months when she just decided, without telling me of course, that she wants pretty much nothing to do with me.
when you have four consecutive dreams in a row in one night about her, it takes alot out of you especially when you had such strong feelings for her.
its not like i havent had any luck with women, but it kind of is lingering in the back of my head as to why they all decided to walk out, and its not like im going for strictly one type of girl but i date outside of my realm, and its all ended the same, some what badly.
when your longest relationship was five months with a girl who didnt want the title of gf, it kinda says something about your characteristics, and thats where i find myself.
lost in my own dream