moi
well I am down a total of 13.5 and I am pumped about that....this week won't be so great, especially after my b-day celebrations and all. but that's ok, it is just another week!!! I am SO friggin realizing stuff about my self on the "I am 24 adn trying to find myself journey".....that I have pushed almost everyone away who was ever close to me. I was thinking the other day about how I am barely friends with a lot of the people I used to be friends with...yeah, I get "so busy" and stop caring for people and making time for them. Which is dumb, cause that is who I am. I feel irritated with myself because paying off my debt has become #1 priority in my life and nothing else is quite as important. ANNOYING. Cause that ain't true. I have been saying for the last couple years that I want to not have a ton of friends, but just a couple really good ones...well I still have that, but for how much longer??? I used to care SO much about having a million friends, I just acted fake to everyone and cared so much about what everyone else thought...I am SO glad I have grown since then.
I also need to learn just to keep my mouth shut....ESPECIALLY at work....and that's enough for today...too much to type!!
Peace
I also need to learn just to keep my mouth shut....ESPECIALLY at work....and that's enough for today...too much to type!!
Peace