hate you with all my heart, well almost!

Dec 06, 2004 00:56

so first-....I hate you, I love how you pour out your heart, come onto me and then feel bad....so you treat me like shit, that's really sweet. I can't stand the way you are around me now.....hate it. You suck.....just to be honest!
second-And, after talking more with my new crush....I don't know.....I really like you and I find myself picturing what it would be like to date you and ....then I get creeped out cause I feel like I am SO far from ready. But I really enjoy you and am loving getting to know you
third-Josh buddy, you are the greatest...for real, the GREATEST!! Tonight was great, and I appreciate you so friggin much. I feel so blessed to know you. Ugh,...yeah, anyhow, you are great, and ....yeah, you're grrrrreat!!
fourth-life is pretty friggin good right now and despite all the shit going on, I am choosing happiness!!! Doesn't that sound GREAT!! I like that word tonight! But for real, for once in my life even though in reality things are not that great, I am choosing to have a blast in all I do and to just be happy. I am learning to enjoy life and all that has to offer right now.
fifth-I cut myself bigger bangs tonight!! ha ha.......
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