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well...it has been 16 hours and I am still SO confused and don't know where to go from here. Seeing you today was kind of hard for some reason. I didn't know how to act....and had NO idea what you were thinking.......if anything at all. It is SO wierd to me that all has changed in the course of a day. I know you will talk to me again and I am hoping that maybe now that I have had some time to think about what has happened, and how I feel now....that we could chat about that, and make this situation the best it can be, without ruining what you currently have. Even though I am not sure that is what you want...I feel SUPER selfish in the situation.