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wow, I have absolutely felt SO liberated and free for the last little while. Tonight was a blast...besides us smokin' em and me getting a ton of people out!...no really, I played GREAT...no pressure, that's why! and hot guys there!!!...I am confused about my feelings...I invited you because I think I want to spend more time with you? I am not sure. Also, he called me again tonight, but I was out....with you....should I even bother...what if...? Ah....I feel crazy even thinking about it all! Arghhhhh!!!! Ha....nevermind!
Thank you for your compliment today...It totally made my day. I was having an "ugly" day and for you to tell me I looked beautiful...made me feel totally great. Well....I was wearing my new fav clothes...and my new accessories! I have been trying to "act" a little more confident lately, as I start to feel better...I am SO sick and tired of being insecure, and I do feel that I have a lot to offer, and even if I am the only one who sees that...today I am ok with that!!...today!!!
Can't wait til tomorrow night...hope you have a great night giving me the shaft!
Thank you for your compliment today...It totally made my day. I was having an "ugly" day and for you to tell me I looked beautiful...made me feel totally great. Well....I was wearing my new fav clothes...and my new accessories! I have been trying to "act" a little more confident lately, as I start to feel better...I am SO sick and tired of being insecure, and I do feel that I have a lot to offer, and even if I am the only one who sees that...today I am ok with that!!...today!!!
Can't wait til tomorrow night...hope you have a great night giving me the shaft!