"just getting closer and closer to what im about to attempt"
oh man. don't my parents know what they are doing to me? i feel like crap. i can't stand this anymore. i've felt this way for a while and now i dunno but i seriously want to do this. seriously would they even care if im gone, or if im missing. they don't even know me. and im sorry but they won't be able to know me. im not happy anymore when im around them. i can't stand it here anymore. all they do is asume. i can't handle it i just want to go. the only thing im doing right now is getting closer and closer to what i think im about to do.