what i've decided

[until_that_day]

ok well yeah...i've been thinking a lot. and i mean a lot. lol. you have know idea. lol. yeah yeah.

ok well here is what i've decided........

that im not gonna give up. b/c yeah.....i do want something to happen. but yeah.....lol. have no clue how the hell to explain shit. lol. well yeah...i just won't explain it.

hmm....well yeah.....

my mom said no to the nose piercing now b/c of "my grades" but i know thats not the reason...there is something else that she's not telling me and yeah...bugging the shit out of me!!!!!!! i just wanna scream and tear out my hair!!!!! grr. lol. naw i'm j/k....

actually i've been really calm about things and yeah. lol. new difference in me. lol. well yeah gonna go now b/c i wrote a lot today...lol. bye!

love ya

Serena