I won't let you anymore.
It's 1:14 a.m and my phone rings, and wouldn't you like to guess who it was...yep, that's right, it was him.
"I'm up cooking food and I just wanted to see how you were feeling."
I felt like saying "STOP PRETENDING YOU FUCKING CARE AND GO TO BED AND DIE!" but I didn't, I was much more mature.
"I'm fine. Doing homework...I can't really talk. I'm busy, can I talk to you tomorrow or something?"
I always try to rush him off the phone because then he doesn't have time to mess around with my head and leave me clueless with a dial tone wondering what the hell just happened.
"I was thinking, the guy that finally catches you and gets to keep you is gonna be really lucky...and you make sure to tell him I said that, ok?"
Alright buddy, I'll be SURE to do that...because you know, that's gonna be sometime real soon right?
"So is that all you called to say? That you're gonna let me slip away when you know I make you happy? Hey, whatever that's fine, but like I said I'm busy..."
He then continues to rant on and on about how the situation is difficult, how it's hard to trust me, how he couldn't hurt me because it'd kill him emotionally.
"So like I said, is this why you called? I really have to go..."
"I bet not enough people tell you you're beautiful. You really are Kailey. You have beautiful eyes that could steal hearts, just don't be afraid ok?"
"Afraid of what? You? Please. I'm going now. Goodnight."
And I hung up the phone. What does he want from me? Wait, I know what he wants. For me to be another girl thats all about HIM, someone that lets their world revolve around HIM. Heh. Guess what buddy, that's my game.
GOD, I said no more guys, and I fucking MEAN IT.
I work full time and go to school full time.
I don't have the energy or patience to put up with these games and bullshit.
"I'm up cooking food and I just wanted to see how you were feeling."
I felt like saying "STOP PRETENDING YOU FUCKING CARE AND GO TO BED AND DIE!" but I didn't, I was much more mature.
"I'm fine. Doing homework...I can't really talk. I'm busy, can I talk to you tomorrow or something?"
I always try to rush him off the phone because then he doesn't have time to mess around with my head and leave me clueless with a dial tone wondering what the hell just happened.
"I was thinking, the guy that finally catches you and gets to keep you is gonna be really lucky...and you make sure to tell him I said that, ok?"
Alright buddy, I'll be SURE to do that...because you know, that's gonna be sometime real soon right?
"So is that all you called to say? That you're gonna let me slip away when you know I make you happy? Hey, whatever that's fine, but like I said I'm busy..."
He then continues to rant on and on about how the situation is difficult, how it's hard to trust me, how he couldn't hurt me because it'd kill him emotionally.
"So like I said, is this why you called? I really have to go..."
"I bet not enough people tell you you're beautiful. You really are Kailey. You have beautiful eyes that could steal hearts, just don't be afraid ok?"
"Afraid of what? You? Please. I'm going now. Goodnight."
And I hung up the phone. What does he want from me? Wait, I know what he wants. For me to be another girl thats all about HIM, someone that lets their world revolve around HIM. Heh. Guess what buddy, that's my game.
GOD, I said no more guys, and I fucking MEAN IT.
I work full time and go to school full time.
I don't have the energy or patience to put up with these games and bullshit.