Sep 04, 2006 02:26
leaving for school in about 12 hours. not so sure how i feel about. i was really excited but as it has gotten closer i have realized i just really dont want to go. i dont to leave my grandparents, friends and pets. but what can you do, things change life moves on and you have to grow up at some point. so since i didnt really get to see a lot of people and i know its hard to stay in touch. i have some things to say...even though 90% of them wont read it.
Justin Michael, you are without a doubt more than my best friend, you are my brother. words cannot describe how much i miss you. everyday i say it and everyday i realize you are one day closer to coming home. always know that there is always someone thinking about you, who loves you because i do, everyday. i honestly do not know how i would live without you. your calls make my day and week. october cant come fast enough and i just pray that you stay safe and come home healthy. i truly love you.
Andre, you are my best friend, never doubt that, but this summer i started to doubt that and at this point in time could kind of careless. you upset and hurt me. and hearing the words "i really want to see you before i leave" made me so angry because we had all summer to see each other, but i only saw you about 4 times. i miss you dearly and i have so much i would love to talk to you about. i wish things could go back to how they were. i love you and wish you the best
Meredith, i dont really know what to say to you. you have always been like a little sister to me, but this summer that seemed to change. i have barely seen you this summer, much like your brother. i miss you lots and wish we could have spent more time together. remember that i am always a phone call away, anytime of anyday. senior year goes by fast, so make the best of it. i love you and i miss you.
Sam, kind of crazy to think that not that long ago we hated each other and now we see each other basically everyday. we seem to see eye to eye on things and sometimes i dont know what i would do without you. we can talk about pretty much anything. but i know i am going to see you all the time. so hopefully not much will change. i love you you crazy boy crazy bitch
AJ, life without you would just plain be boring. if i ever wanted to just get in a fight i know where to go. despite how much i sometimes feel we have grown apart, at other times i realize we are exactly the same. and even though i dont see you everyday anymore, i am going to miss you a lot. i love you.
Joshua Hayes, ah hayes, you crazy elf loving sunflower. you always brighten up my day. you are there when i need a good laugh or a good confidant. life without you would truly be boring and i wouldnt have someone to worry about all the time. i hope we never get distant. i love you and i will miss you.
Andrea, over the summer, i feel like you have grown up a lot, in a way out of the high school mentality. just remember it all changes after this next year and you will miss it even if you dont think you will, so enjoy it and make the best of it before its too late. besides that you are always there for a good laugh, talk..or injury haha. good luck this year and i know i will see you in boston. i love you and i'll miss you.
and everyone else which pretty much consist of josh, ian, nate, johnny, seth and shawn. most of you i will see in boston all the time so i dont really have a whole lot to say. the other 3 i will miss you but dont have much more to say. basically my point over the past summer i realized who my true friends are and even if they dont realize it, it is important to me and means a lot to me. and i love them all very much and i will miss them all even if i will be home on some weekends. it just wont be the same. just remember the phone works both ways and call for anything at anytime no matter what. ill be happy to be the listening ear. thats about it. i really just want it to stay summer forever. ugh this sucks.