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I'm in a different state of mind tonight. I've realized that my friends and family mean more to me than anything in the world. I wouldn't be anywhere without them. I know I'm not the greatest friend or daughter or sister...but I hope you all know that I care. I'm sorry that I've been distant lately. And I'm sorry that I've been sad. I've only been thinking of myself; and it's wrong. I figure that I get sad because I want people to notice. I don't get attention normally or just being myself, and I long for it. And that is wrong as well. And I've realized that the things I recently have been wanting, no longer seem as necessary or appealing. I've got all that I need and more. And I'm glad I realized. I love you all.<3
P.S. I'm especially sorry that I've been somewhat of a bitch lately. You know very well that I care a lot about our friendship. But you seemed to be pushing away, and I felt like giving up. Then you hurt me badly by something you said, and that was it for me. And I never imagined myself using the word "hate". Ah. But I want us to be friends. I do. Let's start again. Please.
P.S. I'm especially sorry that I've been somewhat of a bitch lately. You know very well that I care a lot about our friendship. But you seemed to be pushing away, and I felt like giving up. Then you hurt me badly by something you said, and that was it for me. And I never imagined myself using the word "hate". Ah. But I want us to be friends. I do. Let's start again. Please.