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Enjoy each day to the fullest. Is that in the Bible? I'm not sure. But lately I've been thinking about where I'll be in the next 6 months, especially with needing a job and college being a possiblity. So I'm thinking..6 months, what's it gonna be, then I remember that I am in NOW. Why not enjoy it and be thankful for each day that God creates individually for us.
this is the weirdest entry ever cause I wrote that ^ at like 3. Now it is 9:46, I just got home and remembered that I had minimized this cause my dad brought my car home!! yay. there are a few little things that still need to be fixed, but I'm lovin it. I'm sitll trying to figure out where I want to put my dependant stinker...but the fish is on!! :)
ps. also the most random entry...
I was at vic the other day and I was looking through her documents on her computer..lol I'm nosy:), nah jk..I've seen everything in there before, anyway I came across a wordpad with something I wrote about her a while ago for my "subprofile entry" it was really cute and it brought back funny memories. there are just so many years between us and so much to laugh about. I remember once going into a whatchumacallit building..some kind of important county building..and vic and I were in a crazy mood. I guess it was just the bathrooms but we saw a sign that sign MEN...and one of us was like "they keep the men in there". lol, maybe a had to be there kind of joke..I hate them..hahah, cause I feel so stupid after I tell them and I feel so out of the loop when I hear them. but this is the kind of thing that you repeat and laugh about long after it happens cause you almost remember the exact way your stomach hurt from laughing so hard about it. One of my favorite things:)
another thing though is seriousness. so alot of people think that it is just another word for boring. yeah, that's your opinion :). I get so caught up in these subjects sometimes, it's almost fun, definitely enjoyable. haha roll your eyes or laugh at me :) I can take it. but when a conversation comes up that makes you think...but what to tell the other person all about what you are thinking at the same time I just want to get something to drink and sit there for hours! and I have. but it really takes two. It's also really awesome when the other person is God. It's not as much verbal bakc and forth conversation. but He makes me feel like He is there sitting with me. I feel like, I don't want this to be over, ever. That is why I take Him with me everywhere:)
Mikala got me this awesome keychain thing that has a pack of papers attached to it. So I can write cool and encouraging verses or quotes for myself. It got me so excited. haha, Ugh I can't help laughing at myself...just a bit different.
Vic and I sat oustide...I think it was yesterday(I've been there like all week!) anyway...we just sat on the foam squares in her backyard. Doing nothing..just scratching at them..and randomly bringing something new up. I told her that I wish I could sit down in the middle of my room and play with my barbies like I used to..what like...how many weeks ago? :-p jk..when I was like 10. My imagination just isn't the same, I would sit there like..jess, why are you pretending to make these dolls flirt with eachother? they have no feeling and they can't make any facial expressions. so oh well. It was like a retreat when I was younger. But my mind just won't go there anymore. I guess I need to find more mature things to fill my time with..like reading :). The cool thing about that though is that it also takes a good amount of imagination, if it's fiction anyway. Books get your mind reeling and the stories come alive. I hope I never grow out of that.
I decided that I want to stay 18 longer. I don't know why I like this age, but it seems like it went by way too fast.
The rain sounds so beautiful right now.
good night.
this is the weirdest entry ever cause I wrote that ^ at like 3. Now it is 9:46, I just got home and remembered that I had minimized this cause my dad brought my car home!! yay. there are a few little things that still need to be fixed, but I'm lovin it. I'm sitll trying to figure out where I want to put my dependant stinker...but the fish is on!! :)
ps. also the most random entry...
I was at vic the other day and I was looking through her documents on her computer..lol I'm nosy:), nah jk..I've seen everything in there before, anyway I came across a wordpad with something I wrote about her a while ago for my "subprofile entry" it was really cute and it brought back funny memories. there are just so many years between us and so much to laugh about. I remember once going into a whatchumacallit building..some kind of important county building..and vic and I were in a crazy mood. I guess it was just the bathrooms but we saw a sign that sign MEN...and one of us was like "they keep the men in there". lol, maybe a had to be there kind of joke..I hate them..hahah, cause I feel so stupid after I tell them and I feel so out of the loop when I hear them. but this is the kind of thing that you repeat and laugh about long after it happens cause you almost remember the exact way your stomach hurt from laughing so hard about it. One of my favorite things:)
another thing though is seriousness. so alot of people think that it is just another word for boring. yeah, that's your opinion :). I get so caught up in these subjects sometimes, it's almost fun, definitely enjoyable. haha roll your eyes or laugh at me :) I can take it. but when a conversation comes up that makes you think...but what to tell the other person all about what you are thinking at the same time I just want to get something to drink and sit there for hours! and I have. but it really takes two. It's also really awesome when the other person is God. It's not as much verbal bakc and forth conversation. but He makes me feel like He is there sitting with me. I feel like, I don't want this to be over, ever. That is why I take Him with me everywhere:)
Mikala got me this awesome keychain thing that has a pack of papers attached to it. So I can write cool and encouraging verses or quotes for myself. It got me so excited. haha, Ugh I can't help laughing at myself...just a bit different.
Vic and I sat oustide...I think it was yesterday(I've been there like all week!) anyway...we just sat on the foam squares in her backyard. Doing nothing..just scratching at them..and randomly bringing something new up. I told her that I wish I could sit down in the middle of my room and play with my barbies like I used to..what like...how many weeks ago? :-p jk..when I was like 10. My imagination just isn't the same, I would sit there like..jess, why are you pretending to make these dolls flirt with eachother? they have no feeling and they can't make any facial expressions. so oh well. It was like a retreat when I was younger. But my mind just won't go there anymore. I guess I need to find more mature things to fill my time with..like reading :). The cool thing about that though is that it also takes a good amount of imagination, if it's fiction anyway. Books get your mind reeling and the stories come alive. I hope I never grow out of that.
I decided that I want to stay 18 longer. I don't know why I like this age, but it seems like it went by way too fast.
The rain sounds so beautiful right now.
good night.