update
Well I am just chilling here at work not really doing anything more than updating this journal, listening to sad music and feeling lonely. blah whatever. Don't go thinking I am feeling sorry for myself or that I want your pity. I am just simply stating my feelins at the moment. I am not really depressed or anything, just lonely. Last night I really just wanted to go out on a date. I miss the company of a man. I like having a conversation during dinner as well. Since my parents insist on having dinner at 4:30 and I get out of work at 7 ish I have had my last 30 dinners alone. So last night I wanted to be in the company of a nice young man. wouldn't have really cared who it was as long as there was interesting conversation. I am lonely but not in the desperate way where I want attention, I just would like someone else to be there. grrrr and funny frustration I work at a waterpark with really hot and sweet guys. dilema? straight guys or guys that are 16...or both. yea this morning a girl was in here and was like I think my friend likes you. I was like awe... that is sweet but he is like 16. And I am like a supervisor and he is line staff. Which is forbidden at work. I would not gamble my job over a summer fling. There are also other really nice and gorgeous guys. but yea... you shouldn't dip your pen in the company ink
Other news: One week and 3 days till my birthday...actulally 4 days but I am going out the night before and at midnight I am going to party like no other! My mother doestn't want me to drink on my birthday. Or rather get hammered. Originally I wasn't going to be allowed a drop. I got her to at least let me have a few drinks now. And I don't really think it is because my brother who was the responsible one of my siblings embarassed her when he got smashed on the river and threw up for a few hours, but it is because I am her baby and she doesn't want me to grow up. As most of you know tho I will do things my way. She should have figured that out when I was born. Let's just say I wasn't an easy delivery for her. But yea fun times in Austin on June the fifth if ya wanna chill with the posse. I want me some free shots! You only turn 21 once right? might as well live it up!
I need to find out about dance classes this summer. I heard there is a good one here where I can do ballet pointe and tap. which is such a relief cause I didn't really want to travel to SA all the time for classes. the more money I can save this summer the better. I will have to travel to SA to get my ballet shoes within the next week. performance coming up soon! WoHOO if you are in the DFW are you should definately come and see me be the prince in a piece from swan lake. It is at centennial high school in Frisco. contact me for directions if ya need em. I will also ask about admission into the performance if there is any. but yea that is coming up real soon. After a couple of paychecks maybe I can also get some more pointe shoes yay.
As for classes this summer forget that. No money and if I try and take classes I will definately not be able to get a lot of hours here at work . so no go on summer classes. Next summer doesn't look promising either. If I do drumcorps I won't be able to take summer classes or have a job. so that won't be good. hopefully I can find a nice good paying job in Denton. Thank goodness I did not register for marching band this year. It just monopolized most of my free time. Maybe I can make a 4.0 this next semester and find a happening job. I have some connections at the NT daily. so I might just work there. Although...my roomate ryan is going to try and work there too. I don't know about you guys but if I were to see someone that much I would tire of them really fast. I don't want that to happen with us. plus if there is a fight between us we won't be able to get away from each other. I have friend who has that problem and it is no bueno cause I have to hear about it.
yea ..roomates....not even going to go there..the blog is long enough. I will really try and update more often. with my job being the way it is I will have some spare time...so that should be nice. anyway. I am out... I gotta do something productive... latas playas
~Lex...aka Bubbly Bear
Other news: One week and 3 days till my birthday...actulally 4 days but I am going out the night before and at midnight I am going to party like no other! My mother doestn't want me to drink on my birthday. Or rather get hammered. Originally I wasn't going to be allowed a drop. I got her to at least let me have a few drinks now. And I don't really think it is because my brother who was the responsible one of my siblings embarassed her when he got smashed on the river and threw up for a few hours, but it is because I am her baby and she doesn't want me to grow up. As most of you know tho I will do things my way. She should have figured that out when I was born. Let's just say I wasn't an easy delivery for her. But yea fun times in Austin on June the fifth if ya wanna chill with the posse. I want me some free shots! You only turn 21 once right? might as well live it up!
I need to find out about dance classes this summer. I heard there is a good one here where I can do ballet pointe and tap. which is such a relief cause I didn't really want to travel to SA all the time for classes. the more money I can save this summer the better. I will have to travel to SA to get my ballet shoes within the next week. performance coming up soon! WoHOO if you are in the DFW are you should definately come and see me be the prince in a piece from swan lake. It is at centennial high school in Frisco. contact me for directions if ya need em. I will also ask about admission into the performance if there is any. but yea that is coming up real soon. After a couple of paychecks maybe I can also get some more pointe shoes yay.
As for classes this summer forget that. No money and if I try and take classes I will definately not be able to get a lot of hours here at work . so no go on summer classes. Next summer doesn't look promising either. If I do drumcorps I won't be able to take summer classes or have a job. so that won't be good. hopefully I can find a nice good paying job in Denton. Thank goodness I did not register for marching band this year. It just monopolized most of my free time. Maybe I can make a 4.0 this next semester and find a happening job. I have some connections at the NT daily. so I might just work there. Although...my roomate ryan is going to try and work there too. I don't know about you guys but if I were to see someone that much I would tire of them really fast. I don't want that to happen with us. plus if there is a fight between us we won't be able to get away from each other. I have friend who has that problem and it is no bueno cause I have to hear about it.
yea ..roomates....not even going to go there..the blog is long enough. I will really try and update more often. with my job being the way it is I will have some spare time...so that should be nice. anyway. I am out... I gotta do something productive... latas playas
~Lex...aka Bubbly Bear