Being a teen sucked so hard.
Being a kid was awful for me. My father is a pedophile. That said, it was a day at the beach compared to being a teen. I never knew why I was doing what I did. I was clueless as to my own worth. The only way I knew to find out if I had any value at all was to get someone to fuck me. Someone, almost anyone.
S. seems to have a problem with alcohol. I feel lucky that I did not like the taste. I was afraid of, well I was afraid of EVERYTHING. But also afraid of drugs. I do not know what might have happened to me if I had used. I know I was not smart enough to be careful.
The L-ness and my friend J. walk across town late at night. So did I. I am so afraid for those two, because your parents might fear it, but I know it. And I know that nothing I say will seem to apply. Just as I know that nothing I say to S. will make her cut down on her drinking. Apparently no-one wants my help, but I just realized I need your help. Please help me live to see my baby grow up. I know she has to learn things on her own. But please guys, hold my hand as I try to get through this.
Thanks.
S. seems to have a problem with alcohol. I feel lucky that I did not like the taste. I was afraid of, well I was afraid of EVERYTHING. But also afraid of drugs. I do not know what might have happened to me if I had used. I know I was not smart enough to be careful.
The L-ness and my friend J. walk across town late at night. So did I. I am so afraid for those two, because your parents might fear it, but I know it. And I know that nothing I say will seem to apply. Just as I know that nothing I say to S. will make her cut down on her drinking. Apparently no-one wants my help, but I just realized I need your help. Please help me live to see my baby grow up. I know she has to learn things on her own. But please guys, hold my hand as I try to get through this.
Thanks.