Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know.......
When was the last time I updated, not a clue, it's hard without internet, and what really sucks is that I have a brand new Dell laptop that I never use. :( I need to start going to the library agian, but working full time plus taking care of my deadbeat (as my boss calls him) boyfriend fiance (is that how it's spelled, been a long day), it's hard to get there for even an hour. The only reason i'm on today is because everyone met at my grandma's after my aunts funeral today. Life is crazy, i'm not really happy with Jason right now, because of alot of things, but my other choice is to move home. I've started putting money back just in case I get ready to leave, I hope it doesn't come to that, but we'll see. I do have a full time job, at Welch's, i'm a cashier that gets stuck doing all this crap after my shift cause no one else will, I work with three men and I do more fucking work then all of them put together. I bought a new car, cause I work 15 - 20 miles from home, and my truck is a gas hog, well, four days after I started driving it, the motor went out, it shot a rod through the block. So $1000 and 23 hours later, it ran agian, well a couple of days ago I replaced the right front CV joint, and then driving to work at 5 am it looses power, and leaves me on the side of the road, thankfully mom and dads house was only about a mile away, so mom took me to work. Jason's cousin comes and gets the car, then Jason come and gets me from work, blows out one of his new tires (damn dirt roads), and doesn't have a spare, so mom had to take us into town, and bring us back with a warped spare. Turn's out they put the c-v joint in wrong, so I have to buy a new one, $70 + $70 for two c-v joints plus $45 for two used tires for Jason's truck. :( and I only make $6 an hour. Then my aunt dies the same day my car brakes down, hopefully this week will be a whole lot better. There eating, so I have to go, i'll try and make it to the library if I can. <3