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im updating on LJ. wow. i owe this to miss rachel friedman.
i am so ridiculously bored. this week has been boring. wednesday i helped mommy babysit for a while and i stayed home that night cause no one called me with plans or anything, which i was content with. every now and then i need a night for myself. but then it snowed last night so i didn't go out agaiiinn. so today i am itching to get out of my house. badly.
i just remembered why i don't update anymore.
i never have anything interesting to say.
i feel like a bum and my life is slipping away from me very quickly.
i've felt very unloved. and i know that's stupid cause there are plenty of people out there that love me, but i've just felt forgotten. probably just because alot of people have been away and whatnot, or too lazy to make plans to go out. i know i am. and i don't mean to accuse or offend anyone, its just me.
i watched american beauty yesterday. "i don't believe there's anything worse than being ordinary." i guess the combo of feeling forgotten and feeling ordinary has been bothering me. i can't really explain it. but its not pleasant.
(ouch. im a tad hurt, not gonna lie.)
i got my prom dressss. it's very pretty. im excited. it's staying at my mom's house because if it were here with me i would be wearing it constantly cause i'm that in love with it. but i want it to be special for prom, so gave custody to mommy. i'm allowed visitation rights, however.
tuesday was alli's b'day.
yesterday was melvin's b'day.
today is jess's b'day.
not that they read this...but HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLI, MELVIN, AND JESS!!!
you're legal ;-)
i love having the house to myself. im gonna go sing and dance around for a while :-)
this entry is so random. and so confused.
i am so ridiculously bored. this week has been boring. wednesday i helped mommy babysit for a while and i stayed home that night cause no one called me with plans or anything, which i was content with. every now and then i need a night for myself. but then it snowed last night so i didn't go out agaiiinn. so today i am itching to get out of my house. badly.
i just remembered why i don't update anymore.
i never have anything interesting to say.
i feel like a bum and my life is slipping away from me very quickly.
i've felt very unloved. and i know that's stupid cause there are plenty of people out there that love me, but i've just felt forgotten. probably just because alot of people have been away and whatnot, or too lazy to make plans to go out. i know i am. and i don't mean to accuse or offend anyone, its just me.
i watched american beauty yesterday. "i don't believe there's anything worse than being ordinary." i guess the combo of feeling forgotten and feeling ordinary has been bothering me. i can't really explain it. but its not pleasant.
(ouch. im a tad hurt, not gonna lie.)
i got my prom dressss. it's very pretty. im excited. it's staying at my mom's house because if it were here with me i would be wearing it constantly cause i'm that in love with it. but i want it to be special for prom, so gave custody to mommy. i'm allowed visitation rights, however.
tuesday was alli's b'day.
yesterday was melvin's b'day.
today is jess's b'day.
not that they read this...but HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLI, MELVIN, AND JESS!!!
you're legal ;-)
i love having the house to myself. im gonna go sing and dance around for a while :-)
this entry is so random. and so confused.