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so i feel like updating so i must, update. if this stupid freakin' computer will let me, that is. stupid effin annoying pop ups! RAWRRRRRR.
ANYWAYS>
i've been terribly tight-lipped around lj lately and i'm not sure why. i've suddenly decided i value my privacy. or maybe not so much my privacy, but i keep thinking people not in my situation would never understand what i'm going through right now(i.e. people in my friends list/) it's just that my life has definitely changed and maybe people will think i have nothing in common with them anymore and maybe my issues won't be relevant anymore.(as if they ever were? what??) i suppose that's why i've become more protective of my shit.
wait, people have this thing called EMPATHY, right? and i'm still sorta the same person, right? eventhough i'm married, i still like the same kind of music and i still like the same kind of films, right?
so...of course, finally articulating my concerns has almost dissipated whatever unfounded worries were there. i love how these things have a way of working out all on their own.
i hate how i feel people slowly slipping away, not because you want them to, of course, but because it seems there's no other way to go.
me: oh and rita reminds me of natalie portman
ricky: why?
me: they look alike. don't you think?
ricky: eh.\
me: they're cute.
me: what do you mean eh?
me: ????
ricky doesn't like natalie portman and she reminds me of ricky's significant other, rita. and they're both sooo cute.
hmm, yeah. that was random.
anyways, i've trimmed my friends list. nothing personal, various reasons. i never actually thought i would do something like this, but hell, whatever. i don't feel like explaining myself.
ANYWAYS>
i've been terribly tight-lipped around lj lately and i'm not sure why. i've suddenly decided i value my privacy. or maybe not so much my privacy, but i keep thinking people not in my situation would never understand what i'm going through right now(i.e. people in my friends list/) it's just that my life has definitely changed and maybe people will think i have nothing in common with them anymore and maybe my issues won't be relevant anymore.(as if they ever were? what??) i suppose that's why i've become more protective of my shit.
wait, people have this thing called EMPATHY, right? and i'm still sorta the same person, right? eventhough i'm married, i still like the same kind of music and i still like the same kind of films, right?
so...of course, finally articulating my concerns has almost dissipated whatever unfounded worries were there. i love how these things have a way of working out all on their own.
i hate how i feel people slowly slipping away, not because you want them to, of course, but because it seems there's no other way to go.
me: oh and rita reminds me of natalie portman
ricky: why?
me: they look alike. don't you think?
ricky: eh.\
me: they're cute.
me: what do you mean eh?
me: ????
ricky doesn't like natalie portman and she reminds me of ricky's significant other, rita. and they're both sooo cute.
hmm, yeah. that was random.
anyways, i've trimmed my friends list. nothing personal, various reasons. i never actually thought i would do something like this, but hell, whatever. i don't feel like explaining myself.