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My life has become so redundant as far as a daily pattern seems to be concerned. It's getting old and I dunno it seems If i try to change it, something causes the new change to flaw. Blah...
It also is interesting to sit here and wonder about certain people and where they really stand as opposed to where they say they stand on certain things.
I'm still on the fence about leaving this city too. I kinda still half think it'll be good for me because I'm thinkin I need something new and something to add adventure/a new experience to my life. I think if the opportunity presents itself I might jump on it..cause I'm finding that all the reasons I thought i had to stay are fading out a little more with everyday that passes but oh well..I guess that's part of life and normally things dont work out the way we want. That's life, I'll deal with it and go on.
But other than that. I'm just feeling blah because of some stuff right now so i guess i'll go lay in bed and think abotu stuff thats on my mind till I fall asleep.
Oh and just to update on my grandpa's cancer. It's gone from .4 to 71.4 we got another note a few days ago from my grandma. I'm worried! I will miss my grandpa way too much if he passes and I dont know how my grandma would handle it. *sigh*
Goodnight.
It also is interesting to sit here and wonder about certain people and where they really stand as opposed to where they say they stand on certain things.
I'm still on the fence about leaving this city too. I kinda still half think it'll be good for me because I'm thinkin I need something new and something to add adventure/a new experience to my life. I think if the opportunity presents itself I might jump on it..cause I'm finding that all the reasons I thought i had to stay are fading out a little more with everyday that passes but oh well..I guess that's part of life and normally things dont work out the way we want. That's life, I'll deal with it and go on.
But other than that. I'm just feeling blah because of some stuff right now so i guess i'll go lay in bed and think abotu stuff thats on my mind till I fall asleep.
Oh and just to update on my grandpa's cancer. It's gone from .4 to 71.4 we got another note a few days ago from my grandma. I'm worried! I will miss my grandpa way too much if he passes and I dont know how my grandma would handle it. *sigh*
Goodnight.