About as emo as you'll ever see me be....
I took my mom's advice and went out on a limb, understood where you were coming from as far as the break was concerned and was willing to give it to you and was prepared to deal with what I was about to endure while waiting and understood the consequences if it ended up going south of the way I wanted it to.
Many people gave me advice and questioned me as to whether I thought it was worth it or not...and every time I was asked that question I never once hesitated to say "yes, it's worth it to me." I always shot it out right after they finsihed. Why? Because I love you and want to be with you because it's where I know I'm content and feel I belong.
My mom's advice though was the bit that finally sank thru to me. It's odd...the whole "If you love something, set it free and if it comes back, it's yours to keep" speech worked out of all of them. I was and still am ready to wait for you and i'm sure I'll catch some crap for this from ppl but I still want to wait because I care soo much about you and feel empty. I cant imagine how it'll really feel once this all sets in and becomes a full reality to me. All i can do right now is cry and cry and cry some more cause it's all I know how to do when it comes to a broken heart.
I pray you'll tell me sometime soon that you still want to come back and that you just broke this off as like our break and all...so that this is just temporary. Cause I know I've changed and to answer your question you have too...but that doesnt change the way I feel for/about you. That's one thing that will never change.
And just so you know...No i dont hate you and I'm not angry with you. I'm just hurt and in need of answers yet again...
"Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me."
6 months & 12 days...
Many people gave me advice and questioned me as to whether I thought it was worth it or not...and every time I was asked that question I never once hesitated to say "yes, it's worth it to me." I always shot it out right after they finsihed. Why? Because I love you and want to be with you because it's where I know I'm content and feel I belong.
My mom's advice though was the bit that finally sank thru to me. It's odd...the whole "If you love something, set it free and if it comes back, it's yours to keep" speech worked out of all of them. I was and still am ready to wait for you and i'm sure I'll catch some crap for this from ppl but I still want to wait because I care soo much about you and feel empty. I cant imagine how it'll really feel once this all sets in and becomes a full reality to me. All i can do right now is cry and cry and cry some more cause it's all I know how to do when it comes to a broken heart.
I pray you'll tell me sometime soon that you still want to come back and that you just broke this off as like our break and all...so that this is just temporary. Cause I know I've changed and to answer your question you have too...but that doesnt change the way I feel for/about you. That's one thing that will never change.
And just so you know...No i dont hate you and I'm not angry with you. I'm just hurt and in need of answers yet again...
"Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
Wrap your loving arms around me."
6 months & 12 days...