dude....

Aug 15, 2008 04:13

What the fuck is it about me that screams "I'm looking for a relationship ( Read more... )

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anonymous August 15 2008, 20:38:09 UTC
Sorry to be honest:

But for as long as I've known you, you've been three things:

A. Selfish. You only care about whats good for you, how knowing someone can help you. Or what about going out and partying while people, even things or animals are sick. Its like all you think about is "what works for Tina." "Well Tina wants to do THIS so screw everyone else."

B. Also, quite honestly you've been hooking up with guys (and girls) for a long time now. And it just seems like even though you're not looking for anything serious, you break the fine line between having fun, leading someone on, and whoring out. And even here, when you say, "wherein I hurt a really interesting guy by making out with three other people the night after I slept with him." then youre like "guess im too awesome for my own good." I mean, how mean and no offense, but slutty that sounds?

C. You dont have any real goals in your life. You dont work towards anything serious, and youre definetly not responsible enough to even work towards anything. Personally, I think you should grow up, get responsible, stop screwing around and get serious about your life.

Sorry to be so harsh, but ive been readin your entries for years and I had to come clean.

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misskisscat August 15 2008, 20:42:55 UTC
I've got to agree with some of this ^

I remember one time I was out with you and Carla and I was talking about how that guy Nick, you knew who ran for Prom Queen at Coral Reef, and how he tried to commit suicide.

And you just smile and say "pff, he should of succeeded.He was annoying" and I was like thinking, "what the hell?"

I thought you'd like to know he commited suicide 3 months ago now.

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Jessica unsungtragedy August 16 2008, 03:48:13 UTC
I'm harsh. My view on the suicidal is the same as it has always been. People who want to take the easy way out deserve the easy way out. I'm sorry my comment hurt you, in that it related to someone you cared about, but I don't regret having said it, even if he did eventually succeed.

Also, generally speaking, anyone who talks about their suicide attempts is doing so for the attention, so to gush over it is only to encourage them to continue the same way they are.

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potguiskate August 17 2008, 17:14:32 UTC
what???? sorry, just randomly read this... I slightly KNEW that kid, at least when we were in 9th grade Biology class (the first class I had on the first day of school there)... He seemed a little nerdy and shy, reading the first day, but friendly, although I heard he got annoying as hell in the future.
dude, of all scum in the world, i don't think that kid merited what he did to himself :-(
wutever, he just sped up the inevitable, nothing wrong with that since it is inevitable...

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Thank you. unsungtragedy August 16 2008, 03:53:48 UTC
I appreciate the honesty, even if it doesn't take into account the fullness of my life. I spent four years with the same guy, on and off, and even in our longest "offs" I rarely ever touched another person.
As far as the state my life is in, you're correct that I'm not currently going any where. But as far as the selfishness, anyone who knows about my home life knows that it's not all about me.
It is good to hear the unadulterated view of an outsider though, so, again, thank you.

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anonymous August 16 2008, 04:05:02 UTC
Anonymous is always the peak of credibility.

(yes..I know the irony of me posting this anonymously..but i'm also lazy and don't want to log in)

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::sigh:: unsungtragedy August 16 2008, 04:22:51 UTC
You dork.

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