It's Only Wednesday
I hated today. Here's the basic rundown of everythin that happened:
~skipped environmental again to go to Drama: still worried about the whole singing thing
~english: ashley thomas & i wrote this list of random words: that was fun
~history was better than usual
~character development was kinda boring
~gym study hall with the hot track coach! lol '
~geometry was funny cuz i tried to teach lauren (btw Ren we missed you SO much!) how to find the median and i DEFINITELY got the answer WRONG!! Sorry ren!
~spanish we had a quiz, and then we made pointsettias
~after school I got called to the office and I got a detention for being late on Monday. I DONT EVEN REMEMBER BEING LATE! I swear, they need to change that rule. When I can drive myself to school, I will NEVER be late.
~then kristen & i tried to find the boots for our costumes for the thing tomorrow, but i had to run outside and find JP
~i was outside WITHOUT A COAT waiting and he never showed up: so i went in rice and looked for him but he LEFT. now i'm startin to flip out about auditions cuz i am NOT gonna be ready.
~then someone (not sayin names) said they heard a rumor that i was a foot model, and then they were askin me all these questions about IMTA and stuff. I hate talking about it because people treat me differently when they find out all that stuff: so i never talk about it because it's not a big deal: it just makes people that usually ignore me talk to me. And then they say they want to hear the whole story: but i HATE talking about myself; i dont want everyone to think that i'm a bragger and that all i talk about is my accomplishments.
So that was bad. And they were like 'do the model walk' but i was like 'no, i forget how' cuz i really didnt want to do it. I hate drawing attention to myself. I think that's my insecurities showing again. I just dont get why everyone is still talking about it when it all happened when i was TWELVE. it doesnt matter now.
But whatever: rumors will happen. I just wish they'd leave me out of them.
<3
~skipped environmental again to go to Drama: still worried about the whole singing thing
~english: ashley thomas & i wrote this list of random words: that was fun
~history was better than usual
~character development was kinda boring
~gym study hall with the hot track coach! lol '
~geometry was funny cuz i tried to teach lauren (btw Ren we missed you SO much!) how to find the median and i DEFINITELY got the answer WRONG!! Sorry ren!
~spanish we had a quiz, and then we made pointsettias
~after school I got called to the office and I got a detention for being late on Monday. I DONT EVEN REMEMBER BEING LATE! I swear, they need to change that rule. When I can drive myself to school, I will NEVER be late.
~then kristen & i tried to find the boots for our costumes for the thing tomorrow, but i had to run outside and find JP
~i was outside WITHOUT A COAT waiting and he never showed up: so i went in rice and looked for him but he LEFT. now i'm startin to flip out about auditions cuz i am NOT gonna be ready.
~then someone (not sayin names) said they heard a rumor that i was a foot model, and then they were askin me all these questions about IMTA and stuff. I hate talking about it because people treat me differently when they find out all that stuff: so i never talk about it because it's not a big deal: it just makes people that usually ignore me talk to me. And then they say they want to hear the whole story: but i HATE talking about myself; i dont want everyone to think that i'm a bragger and that all i talk about is my accomplishments.
So that was bad. And they were like 'do the model walk' but i was like 'no, i forget how' cuz i really didnt want to do it. I hate drawing attention to myself. I think that's my insecurities showing again. I just dont get why everyone is still talking about it when it all happened when i was TWELVE. it doesnt matter now.
But whatever: rumors will happen. I just wish they'd leave me out of them.
<3