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I'M SO FUCKIN TIRED OF PEOPLES BITCHIN...I HAVE ONE PIECE OF ADVICE: fUCK EVERYONE ELSE TAKE CARE OF UR OWN SHIT.STOP TAKIN UR FUCKIN ANGER OUT ON OTHER PEOPLE THAT YOU DON'T EVEN TALK TO IN A LONG AS TIME. SHIT WE DON'T KNOW WAT IS GOING ON SO WE TRY AND GET YOU GUYS TO TALK TO US BUT ALL YOU DO IS GIVE US ATTIDUTE AND ARROGANCE. FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO ARE "SLACKIN" OFF LET THEM FUCK THERE LIVES UP.SHIT IF THEY MESS WID YOU HANDLE IT BUT IF THEY AINT FUCKIN WID YOU THEN LET THEM BE. I MUST HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS CAUSE I KEEP BLAMING MYSELF FOR ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS HAPPEN. I KEEP THINKIN OF ALL THE FUCKIN FUN THAT WE ALL USE TO HAVE..BUT ALL OF SUDDEN PEOPLE START SHUTIN U OUT ADN THINKIN THEY ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN OTHERS AND EVERYTHING GOES TO HELL..BUT I BLAME MYSELF FOR ALL OF IT. I WANT SO BADLY TO FIX EVERYTHING. EVERY FUCKIN DAY I THINK OF EVERYONE..HOW IS EVERYONE DOING..HOPEIN EVERYONE IS OK..BUT EVERYONE ELSE TELLS ME IM AN IDIOT FOR THINKIN ALL THIS.I TRY AND GET A CONVO GOING WID SOMEONE AND ALL I GET IS ATTIDUTE NOT EVEN A CHANCE TO TALK. I'M FUCKIN TIRED OF COMEING ONLINE AND JUST CAUSE I SAY HI I GET BITCHED AT. TALK ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL BULLSHIT..THIS IS THE DEFINTION OF IT.NO ONE HERE IS GROWN UP OR MATURE.IF WE WERE MATURE WE WOULD HAVE ALL RECOGNIZED WHO OUR REAL FRIENDS ARE AND REAL FRIENDS FORGIVE EACHOTHER..REAL FRIENDS GIVE THE OTHER A CHANCE..REAL FRIENDS DON'T GO AROUND ACCUSING PEOPLE OF NEVER BEING THERE FOR THE OTHER.WHEN IN FACT THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE AND YOU KNEW IT..YOU KNEW YOU COULD ALWAYS CALL THE OTHER AND TALK TO THEM.GOD HOW I WISH I COULD GO BACK TO LAST SUMMER...HOW GREAT THOSE DAYS WHERE.Y SHOULD I EVEN GO ON..THERE IS SO MUCH I WANT TO SAY BUT I DOUBT ANYONE WILL READ THIS..SO MANY OF US HAVE CHANGED AND SOME CHANGED FOR THE WORSE AND I HATE MYSELF FOR ALL OF IT...I WANT IT TO ALL END...I'M A FUCKIN IDIOT..BUT LIKE THE IDIOT I AM I WILL ALWAYS THINK THINGS WILL GET FIXED, I WILL ALWAYS WANT TO TALK TO THE PPL THAT WHERE ONCE EASY TO TALK TO,I WILL ALWAYS WANT TO HELP THEM AND CARE FOR THEM..SEE WHAT AN IDIOT I AM