How do you say that your life's worth nothing?
I feel like I've got nothing to devote myself to. [OMG I'm making a post]. I don't know. Everyone seems to have a getaway or something they can do to take their minds off something. I don't have that. I work then I come home and try to make up for lost time. I want to run, but work takes all that energy out of me and I am left this pile of jelly on the floor.
Summer seems to be at a stand still. I want to hang out with people, but we have all been caught up in that which is work hell. I want the money, I need the money, but I want my friends and I want... I don't know what I want.
I hate nights. I hate being tired and thinking about things I don't want to think about. I hate only thinking about one person and talking about that person constantly, cuz complaining isn't gonna bring that person back any sooner.
I want an escape. I want to drive fast and forget some things. I want to move past certain barriers holding me back from my friends.
Who cares what I want. I should just shut up.
Summer seems to be at a stand still. I want to hang out with people, but we have all been caught up in that which is work hell. I want the money, I need the money, but I want my friends and I want... I don't know what I want.
I hate nights. I hate being tired and thinking about things I don't want to think about. I hate only thinking about one person and talking about that person constantly, cuz complaining isn't gonna bring that person back any sooner.
I want an escape. I want to drive fast and forget some things. I want to move past certain barriers holding me back from my friends.
Who cares what I want. I should just shut up.