I am in love
I am in love. I dont even know how to explain what
its like to be like this. Even though he hurt me i dont think about it.
Were together. & hes everything i need. He understands me. I can
tell him anything & know he needs me. I cant tell my parents
though. I think im going to wait untill were together for a while. Then
let them in on my true love. I like his dad. Hes really nice.
Ive been crying alot today though becuz i cant see him. My step mom was screaming at me when i got home from school.I wish my step mom would give me just alittle trust. I understand i dont have the best track record. But i mean i dont want to have sex. & im not losing Mitchell for anything or anyone. Maybe in January ill tell them at my birthday party. Were together forever. :) 10 grade love. I think my mom sent him to me. I know she is looking over me. & i know crying isnt what she wants me to be doing but i really cant help it.
Im listening to a song he put on his myspace & he says it reminds him of me.
Vulnerable by secondhand serenade. I love it with a passion. He treats me like a princess & i pretty much fucking love it. Theres nothing & noone that will ever change my constant love for him. I am just beyond the moon everytime i think about him.
My Moms birthday was on the 18th. I dunno i felt mixed i miss her but im also happy that its her birthday. My moms 36 now. I just relized i dont write in this shit anymore. haha wooowww i have like evveryytthhiinngg in this bitch man
Ive been crying alot today though becuz i cant see him. My step mom was screaming at me when i got home from school.I wish my step mom would give me just alittle trust. I understand i dont have the best track record. But i mean i dont want to have sex. & im not losing Mitchell for anything or anyone. Maybe in January ill tell them at my birthday party. Were together forever. :) 10 grade love. I think my mom sent him to me. I know she is looking over me. & i know crying isnt what she wants me to be doing but i really cant help it.
Im listening to a song he put on his myspace & he says it reminds him of me.
Vulnerable by secondhand serenade. I love it with a passion. He treats me like a princess & i pretty much fucking love it. Theres nothing & noone that will ever change my constant love for him. I am just beyond the moon everytime i think about him.
My Moms birthday was on the 18th. I dunno i felt mixed i miss her but im also happy that its her birthday. My moms 36 now. I just relized i dont write in this shit anymore. haha wooowww i have like evveryytthhiinngg in this bitch man