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Its very hard to erase memories, If it could be done sometimes I wish i'd be able to do it. Then at times i wish not. Its like that saying its better to have loved than not to have loved at all. But that saying is only for the strong, which thank God I am now. So many things remind me of you as well. Coffee zone as well when you pretty much sniffed me and were like mmm you smell good lol. Sometimes it seems like around every corner i turn comes with a memory. One of my favorites is, us fighting after getting tacos and going to the park. It had it all ; anger, love, emotion, forgiveness... I remember getting off and just walking away..really i had walked out of the park on my way to elsa i was pretty far from the park and i realized what I was leaving behind something special that we were apart of. So I made my way back and was happy to see your truck still there, then i waited by a bench for you. I saw you making your way back with heavy tears, and we walked into eachothers arms. Nothing really had to be said we felt it or at least i did. Then we got over it and had our little picnic :) Every time I go to that park, that memory will always come up. It's kind of wrong when holding someone elses hand ha. oh and also PERVERT! lol just had to throw that in after the wink! Just so you know still have yet to find a girl who did me so good ;) When I go back and actually think about our relationship i can't help but think we were facing a lot and came through most of it..think about it i was working 12+ hours a day with one day off if any and i'd just sleep on that day but you stuck around. I sometimes wish things had gone so different. I understand your guilt, but that question you ask yourself..yes i do. I remember the first meeting lol. Flashlight cell phone, red polo shirt, chocolate cake, movies, whataburger, number 5. My cool system in the car =p 'just a lil bit'.