my FIRST ...
Well, I was sitting in the sun with music in my ear - that's no good, I think. Was it the sun or was it an overdose of J-Rock that inspired me to write down my thoughts. Yeah, this time I wrote it down as it came to my mind (can't do this while jogging, ne)
and here it is ... it began as a single thought/image in my mind and turned out to be a dedication (I should have stopped listening to the random(hahaha)play-list at that point) ... but find out for yourself ...
Somehow
fade to grey, dust to dust
wither, vanish into oblivion
is this just the last quarter
or already the gate of death?
there's a deadly silence around me
try to breathe, icy air
growling penetrates my brain
soothing
like a soft white cloud
listening
tell me more
wrap me in
your whispering
your voice penetrating my bone marrow
deep and deeper into my cold skull
dead trees
revived through just one sound
floating on a bed of strange emotions
don't understand the meaning of the words
vain? hope? decay? birth? reborn?
weird feelings make me shiver
more than lust
sweet venom
devour me till I black out
you're my reason of crying
you're my fettered sin
I'm your mazohyst of decadence
tenderly tear my soul apart
this is my screaming birthday
alive again
makes me addicted to it
unavoidable
deep under my raw skin
Karma