Mar 15, 2007 19:58
i've been feeling not great about everything ive been doing lately
not that im doing awful stuff, which is why its bothering me
boston is tomorrow and its gonna be great, although they're in the mid 30s right now. win some lose some i suppose.
i still cant unstuck myself from fall out boy
maybe i'm going gay
and speaking of going gay
every time something like this happens i revert
thats when i revert
when shit comes up and feels strong
i realized that today
but regardless
instead of taking one of my two paths right now ive decided to negate myself
essentialy c-blocking myself i guess is the most reader friendly term. not that i'm c-blocking myself but same kind of deal
that probably didnt make sense
history has been fun lately and im looking forward to writing this what if research paper
i had an awful monday and a hangover-from-monday tuesday
the rest of the week has been alright
i should go pack
what a shitty update.