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nothing has been really going on lately. just been hanging around. finally got off grounding (i got caught stealing from Safeway but no charges were pressed...thank god) and yet i can't go anywhere this week until friday, saturday, and sunday because i stayed home from school yesterday. how messed is that?! o well i'll go out before my parents get home. like i used to do when i couldn't go anywhere during the week.
haven't cut in awhile but i have been scraping at my skin with a safety pin during school. because i can't just pull out a knife and start cutting my arm....tho that would be funny to see. i don't know why i want to cut...nothing bad has been happening to me i just want to cut so badly. but i won't because im going to see how long it takes before something hits me horribly and i just have to cut. it's an experiment so to speak. im testing my will power. i think it's going to be interesting to see.
4 days so far!
well i'm done...i hope everyone is doing well. stay safe!!
haven't cut in awhile but i have been scraping at my skin with a safety pin during school. because i can't just pull out a knife and start cutting my arm....tho that would be funny to see. i don't know why i want to cut...nothing bad has been happening to me i just want to cut so badly. but i won't because im going to see how long it takes before something hits me horribly and i just have to cut. it's an experiment so to speak. im testing my will power. i think it's going to be interesting to see.
4 days so far!
well i'm done...i hope everyone is doing well. stay safe!!