goodbye my hopeless dream

[unspoken_ballad]

". . .I'm trying not to think about you. Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance, my back is turned on you. I should've known you'd bring me heartache."

I still want to marry him, but the him that proposed to me, not the him he is now.

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me.

I miss how we used to be.

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images.

I can't stop thinking about him and missing him.

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me.

I know I need to let him go and do what he needs to do. How do I do that, though?

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

I did everything I could and I just have to realize it wasn't enough for him and that's all there is to it. I'm not what he needs right now.

♥