May 02, 2007 01:15
Hmm...thinking about a lot of things lately....
1. i HATE how many people go to the Sundance....please don't just stand on the dance floor...i know what i'm doing looks cool but thats why there are chairs and booths for you to SIT in....OR the sundance just needs to remodel and make it bigger!!
2. I hate school, i don't know what i'm doing, i don't know where i'm going, for shits sake i don't even know where i WANNA go....ugh
3. I'm in love with Chad...this kid is greater than any guy i've ever been with. He's shown me how a real man treats a woman, theres no petty bullshit...he'll pick on me, make fun of me, laugh at me, AND he lets me do it in return. Might sound silly but who the fuck can be lovey dovey all the time without driving each other insane?!
4. My heart will be lost when he leaves, so many scary thoughts are running through my head, nightmares....but he promises me he'll return. i'm holding him to that!
5. Kohls sucks....its not a bad place if they give you hours, oh but wait they dont so i got myself another job working basically as a farmer for the summer, woo hoo for not using my brain AND working out doors!! I'll be working full time at $8/hr not bad compared to my not even part time at Kohls for $7.50