Why am I like this?
I wrote this last night (or I guess this morning) and when I tried to post it around 4:00, LiveJournal said no because it was in read-only while some maintenance was being done...Anyway, here it is:
I ask...why am I like this?
I hold all these feelings INSIDE...and it is only me, who I CONFIDE...in...
In this BODY, in this SOUL, desperately trying to fill the HOLE
Made by my PARENTS, made by this WORLD, made by unrequited LOVE for a GIRL...
And I ASK...why am I like this?
Worried about the future...tormented by the PAST...mistakes
I've MADE...but still determined to WADE
Through this ocean of DEATH, which I call LIFE...
Because I live in constant STRIFE...with myself...
And I FIGHT with myself...and I twist and turn in my bed at NIGHT with myself...
While I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT...MY MIND!!!
With my psychological "FIST"...
Asking myself...why I am like this?
I ask...why am I like this?
I hold all these feelings INSIDE...and it is only me, who I CONFIDE...in...
In this BODY, in this SOUL, desperately trying to fill the HOLE
Made by my PARENTS, made by this WORLD, made by unrequited LOVE for a GIRL...
And I ASK...why am I like this?
Worried about the future...tormented by the PAST...mistakes
I've MADE...but still determined to WADE
Through this ocean of DEATH, which I call LIFE...
Because I live in constant STRIFE...with myself...
And I FIGHT with myself...and I twist and turn in my bed at NIGHT with myself...
While I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT and I BEAT...MY MIND!!!
With my psychological "FIST"...
Asking myself...why I am like this?