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another update? why not.
the thought that it's 2005 kind of scares me. because the first thing that comes to mind when i think "2005" is graduation. i'm sure it's the same for most of you. i mean, don't get me wrong, i want to get out of smithtown schools. i'm sick of them. i'm sick of the people, i hate how people get in trouble there for the stupidest things and people who really are doing stupid things don't get in trouble. i'm tired of getting crappy teachers for important subjects. (ok, i know that can still happen in college but yeah.) but i really will miss high school. i can't imagine not seeing some people ever again. after graduation, we'll all be off at college and there are some people i'm gonna know since like, elementary school who i'm never going to see again. and i don't do well with that. i hate the feeling that i'm never going to see people again. i really really do.
now that that's out of my system. i don't do new years resolutions. because they don't work for me. i just set goals whenever the hell i want to set them and right now i don't have any. except for one. which is cutting down on shopping. or getting more stuff at cheaper stores on sale. i'm spending wayyy too much money on clothes. so don't let me buy new clothes until martin luther king jr day weekend. no exceptions. yeah. unless it's those shoes i've been looking for for a month. that's IT.
and i don't know what college i am going to. i'd say it's down to marist or providence. i want to see providence first, then it'll be easier to decide. or at lesat i hope it will. i really really hope it will. it'll probably be marist though. because i don't think providence will give me scholarship money.
im gonna go now. cause im looking at the ae website and i want stuff. happy '05 everyone.
the thought that it's 2005 kind of scares me. because the first thing that comes to mind when i think "2005" is graduation. i'm sure it's the same for most of you. i mean, don't get me wrong, i want to get out of smithtown schools. i'm sick of them. i'm sick of the people, i hate how people get in trouble there for the stupidest things and people who really are doing stupid things don't get in trouble. i'm tired of getting crappy teachers for important subjects. (ok, i know that can still happen in college but yeah.) but i really will miss high school. i can't imagine not seeing some people ever again. after graduation, we'll all be off at college and there are some people i'm gonna know since like, elementary school who i'm never going to see again. and i don't do well with that. i hate the feeling that i'm never going to see people again. i really really do.
now that that's out of my system. i don't do new years resolutions. because they don't work for me. i just set goals whenever the hell i want to set them and right now i don't have any. except for one. which is cutting down on shopping. or getting more stuff at cheaper stores on sale. i'm spending wayyy too much money on clothes. so don't let me buy new clothes until martin luther king jr day weekend. no exceptions. yeah. unless it's those shoes i've been looking for for a month. that's IT.
and i don't know what college i am going to. i'd say it's down to marist or providence. i want to see providence first, then it'll be easier to decide. or at lesat i hope it will. i really really hope it will. it'll probably be marist though. because i don't think providence will give me scholarship money.
im gonna go now. cause im looking at the ae website and i want stuff. happy '05 everyone.