on my way

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i'm on my way to becoming a better person. i'm giving up on the things that i shud have never started. i'm trying to learn from my friends experiences that things which i was getting into can ruin not only my life, but those around me. and i hate hurting people. my dad and i are actually pretty cool now. i forgot how much i miss his trust. i took it for granted. we had a "taco bell date" the other day. it was fun just laughing with him, and going through all my newly developed pictures from school and camp. my mom's out of town in kansas. her sister's sick, so i hope everything will be okay.

speaking of sick, i am too. it sucks. i took some night time medicine last night, and i didnt wake up till two this afternoon. i was falling asleep while i was working tonite. good time at work today. good to see tyler and mark again. talked to lindsey about steven. *memories..* oh i also talked to scottie today at work. i always forget that someone actually does care about me until i am around this guy. he's been worried about me for so long, esp. when i told him i'm not friends with girls anymore (ha man). it was really good talking to him.

i have a boyfriend again. :) life's situations in both our lives wouldn't let us be apart. it's like its meant to be. ...i just hope we'll find more time for each other. we will. (right kyle?...:) ) p.s. sorry about today. i wish i woke up earlier, but all my sisters were still home too. sorry.

for now i'm just gonna take my apple and glass of french wine, cuddle up in my blanket and watch tv. awww summer. :)