Greatist Hits
Kayla:I love you so much i wanna knee you in the balls with a hammer.
Me:I love you so much i wanna choke slam you to the cement.
I have no clue whats going on,haha.One minute were fighting,the other were kissing and saying "i love you".Sometimes shes so irritating,and i KNOW she thinks the same of me cause shes told me.And other times i couldnt stand to be away from her for a second.For example,on the way back from taking Krystas contacts to her,we had a couple "differences".Alright,when i drive,i like music on,it calms me down,cause its stressful for me,driving in the middle of the night with a screaming baby.Not only that,but illegal and dangerous,so,i NEEDED a little calming down.Well,for Kayla,music at night in the car makes her "antzy",so,it got turned down and Adrian screamed louder.That got us into it,when she got outta the car she slammed the door.I just find it amazing that i asked my mom if she could spend the night,took her to her house to get stuff,took her sister stuff,and yet,i get a door slammed on me.I know she appriciates what i do,she just has no paitence anymore.I had a shitty morning,i began by TRYING to mow the yard,but failed when i had to wear a jacket and pants just to keep the mosquitoes away.It didnt work.So,i went to Kaylas,and then got a call around 11 telling me to get my ass home and finish mowing.So,i did,and i worked my fucking ass off.It kept dieing and overheating and i was wearing a Dickies jacket and pants,it was like hell.So,one time i came in to get a bottle of water,my mom told me i needed to quit complaining and whineing and that im a wuss.Really?Well that did wonders for my self-esteem,i work so hard in 100 degree heat in a work jacket and pants without water and little bugs biting and stinging me non-stop in knee-high grass.Yeah,i must me a "wuss".Anyways,im gonna go,Adrains crying and its hard to concentrate,so im gonna go.I hate for all my updates to be downers,but,this is my venting place.Byebye