please, let me try...

Nov 12, 2008 20:18

Dear Mr. EMO

I really don't understand you..

Once you said that you are in and the next day you're out. Just like Katy Perry song, and I don't like it. Its too confusing cause I don't know what you want! You never tell me! And of course, I would never known the truth.

I'm sorry if I disappointed you or annoyed you, but I don't meant to.. its real. Yeah, you're so sensitive and mysterious, but you're the only one.. the only one! Can't you see that I cared about you? You're not alone, for sure. But you never notice it.. never ever, even once. You always said that you're alone, f--- this life, what the hell, throw those sweetness and let it die.

Don't you care how I feels when you said that?

I could cry as clear as the sky, but I don't want to.. cause it's going to make you more suffer, I know that. I really know you yet there's still more secrets to reveal. Too many secrets.

How much doors I must opened to see your inner side? 5...? 20...? 60...? 100...? How many?? At least, let me try.. please, for once.

I remembered that you said you're rebel, yes you are. You never go to class, you're black listed by the school, you always gone out like the wind.. yet I still cared about you. I do!

Maybe you think, "Why do you care about me? What do you see in me?"

Well.. I see you, aren't I...? You cannot always blame yourself for everything, don't weight the burden all by yourself, let me help. Just a little if that's makes you much more happy. Ah, but you said you cannot be happy anymore.. did you?

I still have a goal on you.. to make you happy and smile for once again, please let me try.. please oh please, hope you happy as always even if I must suffer the pain. I hope you will smile again..

-Little Rebellious Girl-
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