Jul 18, 2006 13:35
i hope you still feel that way when you get back from your trip.
i admit im jealous that you are getting all dressed up and going all these nice places and having nice dinners and drinks and seeing cool stuff and going to clubs with HER of all people. i know the drinks and dinners and everything are all inclusive. i just wish we could do something like that sometime. we never do.
don't be mad at me being jealous. if i went on vacation with a guy i had a crush on and was sleeping in the same room with and not calling you except for 3 seconds before the plane left, eating xanax and drinking all day, i don't think you'd feel great about that
just to let you know, the bars still haven't even shipped, i called the customer service people but i'm completely out and it sucks. i dont know where to buy any in town. so dont worry about me w/ that other than me getting sick for the next few days.
there's still some more things id like to talk to you about
it hurts when i start typing austin.craigslist.org on your comp to check for jobs and music stuff and the first URL hint thing that comes up is austin.craigslist.org/ers and w4m
id like to feel/know that i'm not just here because you havent found someone better yet
and i really do not belive that you didnt think i'd not be hurt/upset/sad/anything about you know who going.
you asked the other day what makes me happy.
feeling loved, appreciated, etc
ps: i don't know if you'll get a chance to read this before friday but if you do, please call me soon...i'm trying not to worry.
On 7/16/06, k--- wrote:
I love you. Yeah, I really\, really do.
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