The apology you will never know...
Dear BranDIE,
I am so miserably sorry. I am the stupidest person on the planet. I knew so years ago, and I have wanted to tell you so many times, but the Lord knows where you are now, and I have resigned myself to the fact that I will probably never see you again, or if I did it would be strained and I would never get to tell you how utterly stupid I was. I wish a thousand times over that I hadn't been so blind. I miss you so much. Hindsight hurts so much. I love you so much. I wish I could tell you, but at this point it would take a miracle. I think of you almost every day. I hope you are happy and well.
I will always love you and will never forget you,
G
I am so miserably sorry. I am the stupidest person on the planet. I knew so years ago, and I have wanted to tell you so many times, but the Lord knows where you are now, and I have resigned myself to the fact that I will probably never see you again, or if I did it would be strained and I would never get to tell you how utterly stupid I was. I wish a thousand times over that I hadn't been so blind. I miss you so much. Hindsight hurts so much. I love you so much. I wish I could tell you, but at this point it would take a miracle. I think of you almost every day. I hope you are happy and well.
I will always love you and will never forget you,
G